11/12 in --

I’ve just been addicted to Gilmore Girls and obsessively cleaning the kitchen. Also trying to keep up with folding and putting away clean clothes but as soon as I start, a kid needs me or something else needs attended to.

I am not feeling great physically. my head hurts towards evening everyday. I feel crampy and nauseated often. I am hoping it’s a phantom period and not a real one. I do not want it back yet.

Jacob and I got into a small argument because the kids are going to bed very late and we never get any time together. I was upset about it. I had put Lorelei to bed and I was finishing up the kitchen and she woke up 20 minutes later. she has been doing that a lot lately. I can’t blame her, she is a baby after all, but c’mon. he tells me not to be so negative all the time. whatever, dude. I am pretty sure normal people need kid-free time at the end of the day to unwind. I would really appreciate it when it finally happens someday. I wish I could be like him and not care.

Actually, Jacob and I have been arguing a lot lately.

One year ago today I found out that I was pregnant with Lorelei.