Holy. in Since OD is shutting down....

Thursday I went on the bike with my boyfriend after taking him to the ER. They are saying he may have COPD. He always thinks he’s dying and doesn’t think he’s going to live another 10 years. Well, he got really drunk and in his feelings. Things definitely went to shit and I ended up walking about 3 miles until my Mom was able to find and pick me up. My daughter and I stayed with her that night. I came home and packed some clothes. He was here, asked if I was moving out and I said no, I’m leaving just for the night. He told me he wouldn’t be here in the morning. Well, I took my kid to school and then got cat food. He was here when I came. He was civil and I was too. I checked later in the day and he paid the rent.

He told me just a little bit ago how sorry he was. He’s currently gone to his friend’s house to discuss an issue.

Things are still dormant with selling my Mom’s house. I wish her and my little brother can just stay there but I know my Mom wants to sell it because that’s the last financial tie with my Dad. He was in the hospital with COVID and then upon his release, my uncle went and got him. Well, they got into it and he’s back at the homeless shelter. He wants my Mom’s house to sell for just enough money so he can get his vehicle back from impound. It’s there because he got a DUI about a month ago. Yeah, just a big ole mess.

I’m having a pretty good day though. He took my daughter to an event here and town and they just got to hang out. Later on, we went to the dog park and he is now taking a ride. He told me before he left that I better not make him jealous or hurt for me or he’ll make the news. He’s very dominating. I don’t mind because I love him and plan to be in it for the long haul. We’ve just had some bumps along the way. I couldn’t imagine my life without him and if we ever did split up, I will never go back to dating.