HOLY in Journal

MOLY

Is my brain on fire. I almost typed faire? Fairy?

It certainly does feel otherworldly.

I just realized, today, like a few minutes ago, that our fate is so tied up in our awareness that it’s inextricable. The last few days, I have felt the last 37 years of misery just lift away like gossamer thread webs dissipating in the light of the sun like… well kind of like fairy dew or something from a long lost German children’s tale. And I think people do not realize how mystical the Germans are. They are always portrayed as lockstep soldiers and engineers, architects, really good at building stuff. Well they are mystical as fuck.

Anyways, I was listening to someone, whom I admire, talk about parasites and in the same breath give respect and admiration to another person, whom I admire, who talks about parasites in the opposite character.
Very interesting.
Is one wrong? No. No, I don’t think either of them are wrong. They’re both right. They are both correct in that their explanations or characteristics perfectly describe and predict their experience of reality. How-? How can that be? Can there be a reality in which the same exact phenomena has opposite effects?

To me this is not the study of parasites at all, it’s the study of prayer. Or mediation, or faith, (faithe?) or whatever you want to call it. And it is absolutely clear over hundreds if not thousands of studies that prayer works. Empirically, prayer is more effective than any single drug on the market. Why haven’t you heard about the empirical effects of prayer?

Well. You certainly can’t sell it.

And, if it is so effective, it would wipe out all the other sales as well.

So back to the 2 admirable people with opposing views…
We can certainly say that the one with a more harmonious outlook is happier and has better vitals and all that, but that’s not because of the facts about parasites. It’s because he is more aligned with reality on an emotional level, which allows his depth of prayer to reach deeper into himself. Whereas, the one with a more antagonistic outlook is less happy, and has perhaps slightly less ideal vital signs and markers, but this has nothing to do with the facts of her health; that her health regimen is any different whatsoever than the first man. It only has to do with her belief and how it may or may not align more or less perfectly with reality.

And so it’s all about just being Honest…