The Bread Winner in Second 1st

Its 1am Fri. morning. I’m up talking to ChatGPT about names for a Baking business for Lyndsey and where to get free business cards. She sent a bunch of muffins to her children’s school and now people would like to order stuff but have no idea how. .... soon they will have no idea what lol
I sent her 50 names and 2 places she can get free cards, took me less than 10 mins.

Things seen to be going okay with earning. I made myself a lofty goal and it’s very possible I reach it for the week. I honestly should be able to order flight tickets after I get paid Tuesday .... I haven’t done anything but work since Monday. I’ve not been sleeping or eating well …

I’m eating 1/2 a packet of instant grits with a large pinch of cheese (then I give the other half to Nouget) to take meds with around 4:30am.... then around 9 I get a smoothie and wrap.... then when I’m done (3:30pm ish) I’m eating some microwave premade dinner .... bed by 7 sleep in less than 30 then up at some random time of the night.... tend to get back to sleep in my chair and Nouget wakes me when Rocky gets up.

I think being in a constant state of fight is what’s keeping me from spinning. The thought that Sammy won’t have anyone if we are not successful. I won’t let that happen.... If I just keep pushing and .... take the last week off.... carry the 1 purchase the things and deal with “what’s left” to pay bills and buy groceries....

What is my goal for the week? $1000. I figure if I can make $700 and have time to color, diamond paint, crochet, dishes, laundry and keep house.... if I drop all house stuff and Rocky helps with NEEDED stuff like dishes laundry.... and we all feed ourselves.... rather than me decide and make dinner for everyone.... it’s $142 a day....somedays are better than others of course..... (107Mon. 156T 111 W 157 Th) and if I’m shooting for the moon and hit the stars .... landing in the mid $800 or early $900 is not a loss.....

Destiny asked me to take her to a procedure at the hospital for her back April 7th. I said I would but I’m honestly really annoyed about it because I’d talked to them bout NOT asking for my time because it’s so important that I work as much as I can. I turned around and asked Jake… he will be free and is happy to help. He’s always asking me why she doesn’t ask him. Honest reason is she hates his driving.... but I’m ticked she didn’t ask him before asking me after all that was said. I told her if I get things under control before then I’ll swap back in. She said it will just be awkward .... WTF do ya need a ride or not? My predicament is worth your awkwardness.... this one time…

I’d better try to take that other bit of sleep in my chair before it gets too late to try (already 1:36 because I wanted more names with Chat GPT and paused a bunch to think about what I wanted to say here) I leave you with name options for entertainment:
Whiskful Thinking
Get Baked
Crumby Business
Pie Hard
Bake It Like It’s Hot
Flour Power
Dough Re Mi
Cake My Day
Life’s Too Short to Skip Dessert
Batter Days
Scone Cold Sassy
Bake to the Future
Kneadful Things
Don’t Be Crumby
Dough-licious
Lick the Spoon Bakery
Rolling in the Dough
Buns in the Oven
The Crust is Yet to Come
A Little Slice of Heaven
Bake Off Your Worries
Whisk It Good
Flour for Thought
You Scone’t Believe It
Sweet Rolls & Giggles
Dough My Gosh
Everything’s Better with Butter
Bake My Heart Skip a Beat
Rising Star Bakery
Pie Love You
Rolling Pin & Giggles
The Muffin Man’s Workshop
Donut Stop Believin’
Bake It or Fake It
In Crumbs We Trust
Baked & Buttered
Scone Alone
Dough-mazing Creations
Cakes & Quakes
The Baked Bandit
Oh Crumbs!
Cinnamon Toasted
Bake It & Fake It
Doughlicious Delights
Flour Child
Cookie Monster Bakery
Doughnut Worry, Be Happy
Bake it, Don’t Fake It
You’re the Scone
Just Roll With It