What? nothing? lmao in Second 1st

Nothing new or particularly interesting has happened.... and even as I say that, both are a lie. Domi asked me for money..... I explained to her that we are a month and a half behind on the housenote. .... She straight up lied and said she’d have it back to me when she get’s paid Wednesday. Except.... I didn’t know… she did… that she has not worked in at least a few days because of some kinda heart issue. She’d known that though. I had sent her a cash app request Thursday morning.... and a text that night .... She sent me a picture of a doctors note for no heavy lifting till 2-25 and told me she only had $85..... ya’ll… So, the last 2 weeks I’ve worked extra hard and made it through most of the worst symptoms I’ve had in a year really.... because I managed to not have the medicine I needed for 3 (or more) days..... anyways.... I’m so angry with her..... and she will never get to borrow money again unless I really to have it in surplus (I speak it into existence, so it shall be). My extra and tortured efforts.... for nothing....

I do however have $800 set aside for Rocky’s trip to TN for his dads ashes and Vets. Memorial service. There is also that credit card I have but don’t have.....

Rocky has all his tax papers so it’s time to start thinking about that..... not today....

Jake paid me through Feb. to try and help with the offset Domi will have created. He wanted to let me borrow from hima nd pay him back when she pays me back..... no.... I’m not going further in debt for comfort right now. I’m going to make this work.

I think I told ya’ll about Lyndsey’s oldest saying that L’s bf had touched her? If not that resulted in Lyndsey getting a camera in her livingroom that she had not told the girls or Joel about..... She had to have known.... she’s 11 and the camera isn’t hidden really.... She knew Lyns had turned off the internet and the camera was not recording..... she claimed he rubbed her butt.... her mother was right there and didn’t see it.... did it happen? Em told her mother to call the cops, that if she didn’t Em would. IF it happened .... this man has now been in Jail and bonded out.... There is no evidence he did anything.... there is no evidence for Em to prove he did. Just Em not liking him and lying.... it’s a mess. I’ll keep you informed if anything else comes up..... IF he did I’m watching past events repeat themselves as Lyns doesn’t believe Em. None of us know one way or the other..... If he didn’t he’s been convicted and the rest of his life he will have to deal with people thinking he’s a sex offender. So, there is that..... they are trying to get a lie detector for him but he’s already been convicted.......whether or not they find him guilty...... will Em just do it again.... will Lyndsey figure out how to hid a dang camera and get some reliable/higher tech.... or something…stay tuned… lol

Destiny has been having trouble sleeping. I need to check in with her to see if she’s gone somewhere for evaluations yet..... I’m 100% positive it’s because 2 of her meds don’t play well.... maybe one she’d forgotten about while she was away.... She’s been putting it off because she had other doctors appointments scheduled and was supposed to go today....

Jake’s been making it seems every excuse not to have sex with me when I do sleep with him.... whatever.... we aren’t “together” anymore anyway.... I shouldn’t even be sleeping with him anymore.... our actual encounters are fewer and further between.... “my back hurts” “my stomach hurts” “my head hurts” “Your tired.” “I’m tired.” “Your fired.” .... he’s all talk will tell me he “wanted to” but “Rocky’s almost home.” “I had too much salt today.” “too much caffeine.” “I gave plasma.” “I ate too much.” ..... seriously I don’t understand .....

I wish I knew what was wrong with me/them.... sigh This is my free time though and I’m ready to do something .... not “work” .....

Latest obsession is those quest coloring books. Then of course I still have crochet to work on and I’d like to set up to do some tictok type ads for a ap called Flip.... you buy something and do reviews.... then get paid for your content.... They are looking for creators right now and just getting started. The more we build this ap the more we could make..... yada yada.... giving it a shot....

I’m “done”