11/7 in --

I am very tired. Not enough coffee in the world.

Lorelei has been waking up more than usual, and she constantly wants to nurse/be held. If I put her down when she is asleep, she immediately wakes up crying. She is just at a clingy stage of her development and it’ll pass, but it is making me exhausted and Cannon acts out more because I can’t give him as much attention and I feel terrible for that.

Sometimes I feel really bad having another one because, although Cannon loves her, I was able to give him more of my time and attention before I got pregnant with her. I felt like we were starting to get into a good routine and he seemed like a content kid and whatnot, and then I immediately got pregnant and was so tired that I could barely function the whole time, and then we she was born, I still couldn’t give him a ton of attention because I had to tend to her.

I just worry I am somehow screwing him up because I gave him a sibling. :(

I know some of this is just the exhausted me overthinking it. He seems okay, I just worry.

Today is seriously the slowest day ever.

Cannon woke up at 7 and hasn’t napped. It’s almost 2.
Hopefully he will make it to 7 or 8 and go to sleep for the night.

I haven’t done a workout because 1. can’t put Lor down, and 2. I’m way too tired.

I haven’t done any cleaning or anything. Luckily for me, yesterday was a very productive day.

Cannon’s speech therapist was here today. We are supposed to work on “b” words since he seems to like that sound.

I did manage to get a J Crew skirt for $1.95 on a second-hand site thanks to a 50% off coupon and a $10 credit. Score.
Here is a photo I found on Google:

There is a problem though. WHAT DO I WEAR WITH IT? I have no idea how to colorblock…