brand new air in 2025

2:34pm

Well, hello everyone, I’m Mrs. EC now!!

Crazy, huh? =)

Actually, I’ve been Mrs. EC for two months now. heh. I still suck at this.

I want to make changes in my life, but I struggle as per usual. The motivation hasn’t completely sparked. It’s there lingering in the background somewhere, but it doesn’t seem to want to expose itself to the light. Always trying to live in the darkness. shrug

We have done a couple small things. Cutting back on drinking being a big one. By the end of the year I had officially gained 25lbs, which is something that hasn’t happened to me since maybe I hit puberty. I’ve only ever gained 5-10lbs over the course of several years. Never this much at once. Totally shocking. And disheartening.

But like I keep saying, it is what it is, so we move on and try better. The only real differences I can think of last year are: I moved out and lost my routine, I started the new med shots, the dog died and I was depressed, the stress of throwing a wedding, and probably not watching my drinking.

EC and I can sometimes be bad influences on each other. Oops.

We’re getting smarter now. It’ll all work out the way it’s supposed to. As always.

I’m back at work for the season. Going back and forth from our house to mom’s. Well, right now I stay at mom’s during the week and go home for about 24 hours on the weekend. EC comes over and stays with me a couple nights when he can. I try not to put too much pressure on him. This was a big sticking point for us last year but we seem ok so far.

Just doing what I can the whole way ‘round.

Time to get back to helping people.

rose.
2:49pm