Alignment in Journal

I don’t have any kind of plan.
I don’t think I ever decided that I had an end goal - either for my life or for my family.
What I have is more of a serious contemplation of each choice that is presented to me- in some ways extremely reactionary, and in some ways proactive. I don’t have a clear idea of when childhood, genetic, or anything unchosen influences subside and free will begins to reign in unhindered glory. This is a very egoic statement. I get that the learning taking place is not happening on a superficial intellectual level, but on a high spiritual plane that the mental ego does not have access to. However, it must be kept in mind (pun intended) that I did not have direct access to spirit and- probably hardly anyone does when making such impactful decisions about life.
I am very grateful that I have a good grounded idea of how humans develop through childhood - and that I have an opportunity to really support and nurture their whole being- not just provide for their basic needs by managing superficial aspects of their environment.
And, I love feeling into the process of bringing spirit to conscious embodiment within me. That has never been my goal, even an egoic goal. It is just a sort of random (relatively) consequence of pursuing honesty down as deep it will go, up as far as it will go, and to any direction that it may meander. I was sort of just born with a profound value for honesty. And that is reflected in my astrological chart.

Slight off topic, but as I was about an hour and a half early to my hearing on Monday, I had ample time to take in the court environment. And what do you know? The entire zodiac is painted beautifully in the domed ceiling of the court. Amazing.
I’m convinced people used to know a heck of a lot more than anyone is letting on.

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