Here is to 2025 in Bittersweet

I dont really do new years resolutions. It feels like setting yourself up for failure. We see it time and again, people dont live up to their own expectations and then feel like they are failing. So I dont really set those kind of things up. 
I  resolve to be the best person I can be. Sometimes thats a good person. Sometimes its a good person who does a shitty thing, or says the wrong thing, some days Giving 100% is really giving my own personal 20% But still. Ill do the best I can with the days I have.

My only real resolution/goal is my reading goal. I set a reading challenge on goodreads. Its 100 books in the year. 

I read about 175 last year. I would LIKE to break 200. But Ill sit with 100. 
I already finished one book :) Off to a start. Debating if I want to start this book. I hate NOT finishing a book in one sitting. If I have to sleep on it, I get mad, But also I dont sleep much because of that lol.Its hard to stop them.

I dont have any crafty goals. Im kinda sitting in my own happy place with my craft work. 
I own the house. I have a good job and a nice car. So dont loose them? Lol. 

Maybe work things with the husband a bit better. Its the rocky part of the month, right before my period and my hormones have dwindled. I get my injection in a bit over a week. It dosent help much NOW. But yeah. Two things topple and make it hard for hormonal happy time. So hes unhappy with me. course him being pissy dosent help either. 

It is what it is. Im guessing my stepdad is the same because my mom has been on my couch playing a coloring book game on her phone all day. 

I will... Cook more from scratch foods and continue to grow and expand my recipe book and collections of meals. 

Probably try not to buy so many kitchen gadgets ( the one delivered today doesn't count because I ordered it in 2024! Its just a funnel for my kitchen aid so I can drop the flour and whatnot down the funnel and not spill. 

OH. I will post on my biz page social media more. 
Maybe get better at making tiktoks/reels of my cooking stuff per some requests Ive gotten. 
Distribute recipes for some friends who are asking? 
lol. Im bad at this. 

I really just want to live. Really live. I hate my tired days, my down days because i feel like im not living. I want to LIVE. All the days. Not just the few good ones. ALL of them... I know its a lot to ask of my tired body. But I want to live more.

In any event. Here is to 2025! Next one on the list.