Sunday B4 Christmas in Hi
- Dec. 22, 2024, 4:13 p.m.
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I am thankful that I am cancer free (for now). Ovarian cancer is known to be tricky, even after the ovaries and everything else is gone.
Tomorrow I am 10 weeks post op. I thought I would be fully recovered from surgery by now. They told me 3 - 6 months at my last appointment. I have so many things I need and want to do. Here I lay in my bed with cramping and stomach pains.
I have tried 3 times to make sourdough bread for friends for gifts. Using the precious small amount of energy that I have. 3 times I have failed. I think my starter is “off”. If only I could find the Rye flour in the pantry to feed it a tablespoon or so, I think it would perk up. The pantry is a wreck and I am not up to dealing with it.
I had visitors on Friday and my son will be here on Monday, just for the night on the way to his dad’s house. Wednesday is Christmas and I have promised my husband I will manage dressing and a hen. I expect a couple to drop by for a short visit that day. My brother and nephew are planning to come for a couple of days between Christmas and New Year’s. I will be really glad to see everyone but ….. I am known to be an immaculate housekeeper and guess what… Everything is upside down and I can’t fix it.
I am grumpy.
I am mad at the situation.
My husband is working on the pantry and the kitchen is getting worse!!
I look like a prune - 127 pounds today.
Travel insurance is sitting on our claim. Tomorrow was supposed to be our trip.
Last updated December 22, 2024
Just Annie ⋅ December 23, 2024
It's frustrating to not be able to do what you want to do. Keep focusing on healing. You'll get there. And best of all, you are cancer free!