missing a day in Bittersweet

I hate missing a day. I took yesterday off and ugh it sucks. SO much to do after coming back. Tomorrow we have an INSANE day.

I have to pull the call logs at 8. Meeting at 9. Inspection from the fire marshall of all 5 locations at 10. Meeting at 12, my only time to vacuum at 12 30. ( therapists are in a mandatory meeting)  Off at 4. Dr at 4 30. Little girl has a concert at 5 45. If im lucky ill get there before it starts. Depends on how long I take at the docs. 

Im asking about migraine med reevaluation. I cant do botox, Too expensive. So is there something else I can do or just keep on keeping on. Its not SUPER bad. I mean maybe a week at a time? So I can survive. I have been.

We had a storm and it was SO nasty out this morning. But Im an Alaskan. I made it lmao.  The roads were bad the fog was thick. Half the therapists canceled lol. Is what it is. It was good by midday :) 

My bug is mostly gone, Im just kinda sinus'y sudefed makes me happy right now. Im glad it passes fast. 

I finished my blanket ive been making. Ive got to start one for my coworker/counterpart's baby. She is due in may then is moving back home during maternity leave. I want to make her LO a banket too. 

For christmas gifts Im going to make home made instant pudding mix and do it in little canning jars. I dont think im going to knit/crochet everyone something this time. IDK. Unless i find something fast to make? Im kinda hung up now on making a gingerbread man after I did my gingerbread house blanket. 

I donno... Im waffling.

My mom texted to say they are OTW for Christmas. So there is that. I wish someone could come in my house and clean it BEFORE they get here.  Its always so cluttered and i never know how to clean up our messes. Biggest stress I can ever have is HOW do i clean this house up.... Its just so cluttered... Its not trash, Just clutter. 
Makes me so exhausted to think about it.

Plus work? 
Its a lot!