Happy Thanksgiving.. Yay... in Bittersweet

It was a bit weird without B here. He called me and I talked to him and his girlfriend for the first time. 

Its hard because its just another day. 

I got up and was hit with a freaking terrible migraine. I took a shower, Took some meds and went right back to bed and slept for a couple hours. T got the turkey going while I slept for a couple more hours. 
 I got up really woozy and post migraine drunk. But after a while I came out of it and was able to get the rest of dinner going. I mostly did yarn work while killing time for the day. Then we had dinner. I read and T turned on anime and ignored it half the time for his tiktok. Kids did kid things. We vetoed hanging out with friends lol. But really we dont do much more then that. 

Dinner was great and we enjoyed our pies happily. 

Ive done some sprinkle decorating. Putting a few things here and there on the tree or on the wall. I got our custom stockings in and B's is hanging there with the rest of them feeling all weird because he isnt here. To be fair, its not like we would have felt much different with him here. But it is different without him here too. 

Im sick of my living room being so overwhelmed with stuff. The minute we clear out the stack, something happens and another one is made. Its killing me!! It kills the spirit of everything. T keeps bringing in his packing supplies for our orders which i get but also. Its a massive roll of foam right now. its like 2-3 feet across. Its HUGE. Im tired of it! 

Hes supposed to keep it in the shed and he knows it. But its easier in the house.

We need a garage. So bad. :/ 

Ugh, Full of whine.