It happened again in Journal 2024

Everything is fine.

I just felt hurt last night and embarrassed myself.

I apologized to Manuel and kept it inside. I know deep down somethings wrong with me and I don’t like that side very much. I don’t want Manul to be disgusted with me or anyone else. I can box up those bad feelings for a while and cry them out alone. I dont wanna talk to anyone about it anymore. No therapist. No friends. No one.

It’s better to just hold it in.