One more day down in Second 1st

This morning I’d written about the words last night.... and today’s proposed schedule.... the one he sent me.... which changed dramatically by the time he got moving. Cancelled breakfast with the ex father in law, moved an appointment to give plasma from 4:30 to 11:30 and left the tires from 2-3… it’s 3 now. He’s hanging out with his mental health group at Timmy’s (Tim Horton’s) while he waits for his car. After that he will come home and hang out with me for another night home! This will be 3 in a row and 5 total in 16 days.

I made goal and made up those $2 I left yesterday .... I was going to do a couple more but it was already passed 2.... I’m weird about my pot gummies and I want to enjoy the quiet and clarity that happens in my head for the most amount of time.... also being high before Jake or Rocky get home is always better than dealing with them without it. Rocky watches the most interesting Anime and Jake’s kisses taste like candy.... otherwise Rocky watches annoying TV and Jake’s always staring at me lol....

I made pesto with spinach last night. It was a delight. The grocery store just up the road doesn’t have basil.... like WTF!?! a whole herb area and no basil.... smh .... it was an idea that was likely the product of not giving a fuck if I messed it up lol.... just an example of why I think gummies are good for me....

I think for work the rest of the week I’ll do a 60/40 ish split for tomorrow and Sunday. Dest isn’t off till 1:30 Thursday .... so we won’t go over there till then. She’s off tomorrow and I could really use some girl time.... just chillin’ playing games laughing about dumb shit. The sooner I can get there the better off I will be. Lyndsey will likely drop off the girls to there respective learning facilities and head over to Dests (they live like a mile apart) and to get the most time with both of them I want to be “done” by 10ish....I miss them both (only been a week weirdo, chill out) lol

… Noting it now.... I noticed yesterday that Jake likes to talk to me every time he hears something on my phone. So no tic toks when he’s here. I guess that means I should check out what Rocky sent me before Jake gets home. (checks out Life360) Looks like Jake is on his way to pick his car up.... so it’s either tic toks or reading for an hour or so.... both in the comfort of my recliner.... with a blanket.... and Nouget.