fail in Second 1st

I went to the school that was supposed to be where we met up at 7.... no one there. I waited 15 mins and nothing happened so I checked out FB and no new comments on the post so I said “Where ya’ll at? There are no angry parents with signs or the news up here at the school.” It was another 15 mins before I got any kind of response....

After being called a pinecone by the person who started the whole thing because I didn’t see where she said they were told they couldn’t protest at the school .... even though they can....

It was all about bad preparation.... they are still getting meetings with the super but I’m positive nothing will be done. I’ll stay informed via Lyndsey..... also found out the girls who hurt themselves were friends with my cousin Larissa’s child, Gracie. The 2 girls are still recovering but they are both awake so that’s good.

I wasted from 5:50-8 trying to join the protest or get Lyndsey to .... and then I went to work.

It was a huge waste of time for me. Lyn’s didn’t have anyone to watch the kids and I offered to see them off to school so she could go to the protest but she didn’t reply till they were on the busses. Whatever.....

Jake asked me to lunch.... and only told me later that his mother would be with him.... When we were placing our order he stood at an odd angle like I wasn’t supposed to also order. They split a bagel sandwich and a bottled coke. I got 3 mini muffins and a smoothie. We sat and played an awkward card game. Ultimately, I kinda rushed off after the game.... gotta work…

This week has been full of fumbles. I didn’t get any orders for nearly an hour after lunch and gave in.

I need to get back onboard with saying NO.... I can’t make the money I need to if I’m not working. I can’t be social .... 5am-whenever I’ve made goal. If I were working a traditional job no one would contact me or need assistance before the time I would usually clock out.... just about the only good thing about a regular job.