11-16 in Whatever Will Be Will Be

That moment when you are drunk, exhausted, and horny. But still emotionally confident that ending your relationship was the right thing to do. Frankly, says a lot. When “God, I wish there was someone in my life I could make out with or fuck” does NOT equal “I shouldn’t have broken up with her”? THAT says a lot. Obviously… I still wish there was someone in my life I could bring to orgasm. Frankly, I am growing quite comfortable and confident in my role as a Service Top! In fact, I love it. Knowing that my sexual gratification comes from topping another into orgasm after orgasm? That’s… kind of awesome! But… definitely.... not an identity easily embraced while single.