Train wreck in Bittersweet

Its like a trainwreck i cant stop watching. 
Im stuck staring at the political map watching states change colors as votes roll in. 

But right now, I cant seem to bring myself to do anything. Its like when I watched the covid death toll go up for hours at a time. I just couldent STOP WATCHING. and now im stuck. Cant. Stop. Watching.

Someone occupy me fast. I cant even doomscroll on tiktok because all I get is MORE POLITICAL!