All Things Considered in A Ways Away

I’m so tired of doing the seeking, of being the one to reach out. I’m tired of leaving myself open and available, in case someone needs me, but everyone else is so conveniently unavailable to me and for me. Passive attitudes. Whenever I get in a passive mood, people tend to act as though I went out of my way to hurt their feelings; their guilt brings them to me.

But now? I’m done. I keep getting hurt by the same scenario, with different faces.