Numb in Match Point

I’m so depressed. Numb. My husband treated me like a child in front of my mom and my best friend in public at dinner last night. Over a mistake I don’t remember making that was able to be fixed. He’s sorry now. He’s so sorry. But it… okay? So? It’s not going to change how I feel. It’s not going to make it better. I feel so fucking bad about myself. I feel so hollow inside and belittled. I hate myself.