Gyms, Tubes, and Perms in Match Point

I’ve really been enjoying working out. Going to the gym and yoga and pilates and tennis. I’ve gotten so into working out it’s gotten to the point that when I can’t go to the gym for some reason I feel guilty! I feel like if my dad isn’t going to be around to go to the gym then I’m going to have to do it. I’m not going to start losing any significant weight however unless I stop eating. I have my birthday dinner on Sunday and a little birthday lunch on Saturday but beyond that I just need to stop. I mean there’s no fucking reason to fucking eat. I need to stop. I need to focus more on my mental health, my physical well being, and drinking more water. I’m not eating today. I had cupcakes all week because mom made them for my birthday and while they’re DELICIOUS I do not need them. I just don’t. I ate enough of them anyway!

The only real problem with working out is that it really hurts my tube. I mean really hurts it. But then again I just got it changed and they didn’t silver nitrate the stoma around it and I won’t be seeing my doctor for another two weeks and its bleeding. I’m not going back to the ER for it because honestly I don’t trust them. They didn’t do well this last time I was there so why should I go back? Besides I had to wait from 9pm until 6am for subpar care for something as serious as my feeding tube not working for me to feed from and they barely knew what to do. I’ll just wait around for it. And as long as I can run the treadmill, yoga, pilates, and play tennis without doubling over in so much pain I need to stop then I’m fine. I can feed and workout. I’m not a child, I’ll live.

Yesterday I got a perm! And honestly its the best decision I’ve EVER made as far as hair goes! It looks so cute! Jesse did such a good job and I have never looked better! Never smelled worse but never looked better. When I came home my cat, Cujo, was disgusted by my hair smell and ran around not coming near me and I had to wash all my clothes I was wearing. I can’t wait to wash it for that reason, and I can on Saturday, but everyone loves it. It’s very much giving 1980’s tennis champion which is what I told her I was going for. Success!

Last updated August 30, 2024