Life is filled with love if you look hard enough in Torridaussity Two

  • Oct. 26, 2014, 5:41 p.m.
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So my life has been a series of bumps lately, but this weekend I was able to get away over night to visit one of my dearest friends and it just gave me clarity and peace. We met years ago as we were in a mutual friend’s wedding and have been friends ever since. We are so alike it is scary.
I am more at peace and less stressed over my mother as even though she fell she hasn’t suffered any setbacks in recovery from her surgery and she may finally get home this weekend. As for my grandfather there is a procedure that can be done to fix the valve problem in his heart. We have to see if he is a candidate, but there is hope. I say there is love everywhere because although I am single and may always be single, there is love all around me. My friends love me and I love them. I love my family and they love me. Although I am keeping open my ok cupid account, I am not letting finding a man be the focus in my life. I am making sure I love myself and those who are in my life the most. I have several self esteem issues and have had them as long as I can remember. I want to work on when I look in the mirror the first thing I think is love you Maria, not oh Maria why do you look like poo this morning.
I want to be happy in who I am and what I stand for. If I am single than so be it, I am not less of a person because I don’t have my “other half” I am a whole person searching for another whole person and together we make each other better, not fill up some missing half.
I hope you are well and that you too can find the love in what you do have in life instead of searching for it elsewhere.


Dictynna October 27, 2014

I'm pretty content with my life, don't have much or anything to complain about, really. Though there are things I want to do that I haven't done yet, mostly with my creative stuff.

Always Laughing Dictynna ⋅ October 27, 2014

There is so much I want to do and can do all on my own so I am focusing on those things

Deleted user October 27, 2014

This had me saying "YES!" in my head for you. I have come to the same realizations. We can only move forward with our dreams and goals in life, when we fully love and accept who we are. It's so easy to love the people around us, let us love ourselves the way we love our family and friends.

Always Laughing Deleted user ⋅ October 27, 2014

I do love others so easily I don't know what I don't do that for myself.

WomanOfSteele October 27, 2014

This makes me want to watch "Love, Actually" haha. I'm glad you're finding the love in life! I'm doing the same thing with OK Cupid. I still have my account and will check it now and then, but I'm not making it the main focus of my life.

Always Laughing WomanOfSteele ⋅ October 27, 2014

we'll find the right men when the time is right

Deleted user October 31, 2014

You have the best vibe, energy and attitude about this!!!! This is so perfect and you will be a happier person because of this way of thinking. Huzzah!

Always Laughing Deleted user ⋅ November 01, 2014

thanks :-)

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