yes but if *I* seduced *him*...... *on SA* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

on the last. one. the bar winter..................2 yrs. ago. [well almost]. so the night it happened. 2 yrs. ago when we got back to my place I sseduced him. only to have him........do..........well, ‘that’.

and since I seduced him it meant I had the power. or 1: he made me think I had the power so he could do. ‘that’. or B: this is my mind’s way of making sense of things. of being like oh ok so he didn’t think it was what it was which therefore philosophically speaking it wouldn’t’ve been. [or that’s just me being in denial. yeah probably].