Won't let me sleep,threaten divorce, depression in Life of a cat mom

My husband knows I get up at 4 am to go to work while he sleeps in. What does he do? He decided to stay up arguing with me most of the night about all the things he said I have done wrong. I have already bagged up one bag of clothes this week and donate it so he screamed until I cried. He threatened to divorce me. He threatened the silent treatment he got upset when I said yes please,! He got upset because I finally told him get the fuck out of my room go play videogames with his friends so he can sleep.

He keeps screaming at me about our bills. He got angry because I told him I want me name off his bank account. He said I lie about how much money I spent and cussed me out for buying cat litter for our cats. He wanted to see the cost got pissed when he realized mom paid for it because I have less then $100 till payday. He demanded me to overdraft my bank account to pay the bills and screamed when I refused.

He demanded mom put her accounts in his name so he could pay the bills because he said I am incompetent. She paid to help me fix my car because over $2,000 in debts can’t be paid if I only get paid $1,200 a month.

He threatened to divorce me I said yes please. me asked if I wanted him dead to claim life insurance. I don’t believe in murder. I rather him just leave. I offered to pay for divorce papers tomorrow. I offered to cancel his life insurance or I might just make his mom the beneficiary.

He keeps threatening to leave and all I think is where can I drop off your things? Bitch I am tired I got to work in the morning. Talan said if we divorce he lives in my house for a few years till he gets on his feet.. we divorce bitch you are no longer my problem. I pay for your uhaul and I will even help you unpack..

I hate this life. Days like this I wish I was dead.. the 3 fold law stops me from causing harm to myself or other…fuck my personal beliefs.