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Did I mention that the Doctor or… the NP threw another psych med at me? Rexulti. I took it for three days. The vision in my left eye, which I admit on occasion goes really wonky blurry almost blind for no reason did just that. Today it was so bad I thought my sunglasses were super dirty.

Obviously, I sent a message to the doctor who confirmed what Google told me about it being a side effect. Told me not to take it today, or tomorrow and see what happens. Well, seeing that another psych med is not going to help my piriformis tear, or me being trapped in a horrible situation I’m just not gonna take it, period. I don’t know why I said “okay” anyway. Probably because I’m so fucking beaten down it’s just… horrible.

I miss my shrink. Not that she could have done anything either. But she at least went through every single drug side effect with me before giving any to me.

I managed to clean the Museum today but again did what I consider a shitty job. I’m not camped out at Zoe and Gilly’s place for a few days. I think I may want to try (BIG ASS TRY) to vlog but fuck I don’t know.

Sometimes just speaking out loud is easier than typing. I don’t have time to think before the word vomit comes out.

Or maybe I’ll just video chat with Jay if we can meet up at a decent time for both of us. It’s a damn pain in the ass living on opposite sides of the world.

I need food.

See ya.