Poetry in 2024

I haven’t tried this in years, so here we go:

Is it possible to feel more empty
Bored, unsure how to even begin to be
Time crawls by without an idea or plan
Ignoring my symptoms as much as I can
My hobbies are crushed and passions just fall flat
Nature can’t heal me when I can’t get to it
Beaches and swimming were a huge thing for me
Now a pool is the only option I see
Filled with anger with no place for it to go
Tired of feeling lazy, forgotten, and slow

That’s a good start. I always used poetry to try and work though things. I just feel like a useless, draining flatline. There’s literally nothing I can do to make this stop.
I feel guilty for not being motivated enough to find ways around it, but I’m also scared to try and find them because what if they’re not even there?