Mentally Tired in All About Hikaru/Yuki

There’s this persistent feeling of ill ccontent.Im not sure how to describe it. I’m always tired no matter how much I feel. My brain feels warm and swollen and floaty. I can’t concentrate. Can’t get excited. It feels hopeless. I don’t know how to fix it. I’d like to force this feeling out, and shove it away if only I knew how.

My ex is irritating me. I’m stressed about money. And it feels like I’m going nowhere. I don’t know what to do anymore or where to even start.