Accused of affair, forceful budgeting, forget vacation in Life of a cat mom

I work at a hotel and I am the primary person who serves breakfast 5 out of 7 days a week. During the time when my car was broke down and I was trying to find another car I stayed at the hotel. Just because I played a game of pool with my best friends and my brother I was informed I am having an affair on my husband. My husband kept arguing with me demanding me to confess I cheated on him and he acted irritated when I told him there is no one. No good dick is worth the agrivation and drama of an insecure man. I rather be abstinent than deal with this bullshit. Most of the time I shoot down my husband advances because I remember the agrivation he causes me. Why reward him for bad behavior?

My husband fussed last night because I bought a detangling brush,a few drinks and a cup. He said how dare I spend money without his permission. He says I am wasteful. Due to the fact I am the only one working in this family I will spend my money how the fuck I please. He wants to justify each purchase and if he doesn’t approve he wants me to return it. Fuck him.

He refuses to work. I suggested him working on the weekends as a person caring for dogs at a dog kennel he said it’s my fault he doesn’t have a car. He sits smokes weed argues with me plays videogames. I didn’t wreck his previous car he did. Mom bought him a wrecked car over 2 years ago a Subaru Baja he swore it was his dream car he intended to fix. He paid to get everything fixed but body work. I offered help him fix body work and he refuses. My brother even offered to help Tom is a trained mechanic. Talan is pissed because I bought a 30 year old car fixed it and drove it. Sorry but if you won’t dedicate your time to fix your own car that’s your problem. He says he can’t work around my 6 am to 1 pm schedule so he can’t work. Excuses really all they are!

I have an OCD for picking acne. I have a bad shave bump on my groin. It was hurting so bad I kept draining it but it wouldn’t go away it got inflamed. I got acne patches and put them on my skin. It has helped heal my skin significantly and stopped me from picking the skin. Best of all it stopped the pain because of a numbing agent in the product. It has shrunk it and really created a difference. My only problem with this product is during removal of the patches hair gets ripped out causing pain. I think if I continue using this product it will heal in days.

I have 48 hours of vacation time available to me. I don’t see a purpose of using them. Why would I want to stay home with my family? I run their chores,delivery girl and I am criticized. I think I might cancel my trip going to Salem Massachusetts for Halloween. What’s the point? It’s not like I could enjoy myself anyway.