King Island and daily updates in Silent world

I’m sitting on loveseat writing while mykl is playing his game on PS4. I have sinus infection and it’s slowly killing me lol…

Friday Ryan and I got kids out of school at noon and drove 5 hours. We surprised the kids by arriving at King Islandfor Mykl’s early birthday and Halloween. It was so much fun! Kids enjoyed it and so did us adults lol! We got a hotel for the night and it was so nice to leave and unwind. It was much needed mini vacation!!!

We got home Saturday night and ate pizza for late dinner then head to bed.

Sunday we watch the lions game. It was an close game but I’m glad Lions won.... Thank goodness!!!!

Today I’ve been working on the blanket I’m making for Ryan, for our one year anniversary! It is Lions blanket and I’m crocheting it… My mom is helping me with the letters later when I’m done with the blanket. I already have the card. It’s really cheesy but I hope he likes it. He is really romantic person where I am not..... Ryan surprised me with a bouquet of roses on valentines after I told him I never receive anything from Matt on any special occasions for 9 years ( Matt was romantic the first year, but not the next 9) so I kind of gotten used to it and he thought it was terrible! But after I got the roses, it gave me that warm,fuzzy feeling and he later text me ” see it ain’t bad” he read my mind.

See… It’s not lavish trips or gifts that won me over… It’s the smallest details in between. He was thinking of Me and MY kids. He cares about us more than himself.
Other day I sat and thought about how things had unfold, and how the man I thought I knew turn out to be the most selfish person on earth, I was blindsided for sure! Many different ways that Matt had tried to hurt and destroy me and the kids. I was really hurt by his words and his action, Ryan showed me the light and said I needed to be strong, not only for myself but for my kids too. I need to not let Matt walk all over me, for years I was his little puppet. ” it’s time to cut the string, time that you gain back control of your life.” That was a wake up call I need. Ryan was the one who push me to do the things I never thought was possible. I saw changes in my children’s face and action. I feel free and happy. Happier than I ever was. Lexi’s outbursts had decreased tremendously and mykl is more emotional, more expressive and we are a family again.
It feels so good.

One year with this man, made me crave for many more years to come. I’m looking forward to our future and see how it’ll be! I’m excited!

Btw… I have snapchat, my name is Myklexi. :)