Being more creative in Thoughts on thoughts

I’ve gotten on a facebook group for pen pals. Looking at all their colorful envelops and stickers and things, I realized I’m not that creative. I’ve written out a couple of letters to some people on the most more and dishwater dull paper and small envelopes… I’m thinking, if I wanna keep this up, I may need some better stationary. And maybe a better note to write other than “sorry my handwriting is so shitty!”.
I mean I guess it happens. In the age of computers, I don’t think many of us actually write a letter by hand. But I guess this will help me get my handwriting better, who knows.
Other than this crazy mess.. nothing other than I wish this week would speed up, although I don’t know why. I still need to study more so I can take this test to re certify for my CMA certificate that expires in October. If I don’t get this, I won’t have a job anymore… I am the worst at test taking, I could know the subject like the back of my hand, but put a test in front of me about it, I go blank! I don’t know why that is.... super nerves I guess. But this time, I need to focus because I have to pay out of pocket myself and I don’t the time or money to be making any kind of mistakes!!… here’s to hoping my first try will not fail me!