Tuesday rant.. in Thoughts on thoughts

I’m just on a down spiral sometimes I think…
I know it’s hard making friends as an adult but damn… I know being a military brat and traveling makes it hard… but finally settling down making roots somewhere just to still not make friends is just as tough. Everyone you are around already has a steady group and out siders are kinda of akward I guess… my husband has lived here his entire life so the friends I have are his friends and their spouses, sometimes it’s good to make friends outside the group.. or so I wanted to try to.. I even went on a pen pal website… still… Anyway… this is my Tuesday rant!