At the end of my rope... in General musings

Newish cat is sick..for over a month now..they don’t know what is wrong other than toxoplasmosis. She isn’t eating ..urinating on the couch she won’t move off of…which is now sheathed in plastic mattress protectors …on five meds so I spend my time shoving pills down her throat ..don’t know how much more I can take..went to take a bath and she peed on plastic again. I’ve had a sick stomach and runs for almost a week..haven’t eaten except for BRAT diet since Thurs…