Wedded Bliss, a divorce and a newbie!!! in Life in the Lost Lane...

Well its that time again, craziness is what the word is, so many things going on and i just dont know where to start, well in 16 days ill be getting married!!! Yes, thats what i said, ill be jumping the broom and im soooo excited, the only thing that would make this better is if Marsh would be able to come home with me. But with all the chefs putting their hands in the cookie jar, its just ridiculous!!! And as im on the verge of getting married my little brother is on the verge of getting divorced, while we still both live with our parents, an unfortunate event that is, but the pay here is not awesome like i had, so im not making what i was, $3 is a hard hit. And his new gf and her daughter and her soon to be born daughter are all moving in. Wow, that progressed quickly. It just surprises me on how much my brother gets away with, i really happen to like the girl and her kid, but just get your shit together and quit living off of everyone. Thats for my brother, his new gf, seems to have a good head on her shoulders and wants to pay stuff off and then go and get themselves a place, awesome.

On one hand im jealous, i want to move out, ive always been a very independent person and having to live here as long as i have, really has put a strain on me. Plus trying to look for a new job and being stressed out at my old one is very tiring. So many changes and we are supposed be happy about it all. I am very much looking forward to being a whole with Marsh, its so long coming it needs to speed up. And whats with these seasons, they seem to be flying by, WTF. Keep flying until i have my husband by my side and we can just move and be by ourselves for a while. And slowly let people in. Really wishing this DHS stuff would be over with, that woman doesnt deserve that wonderful child. Well until next time…