Ambition gets the best of me in My Life!!!!

Sometimes I wonder when I will ever slow down. I have so much to do to get to where I want to be. I know that I will make it to the place in my life to where I will be the one making decisions that will change history. Right now I’m honestly practicing with my crew. They don’t know it. They just depend on me to get them to the point to where they want to be financially; and their pretty much there. I basically handed them six figure salaries. But its not about money with me.

Nobody from my childhood would have ever thought that I would make the money I make. Its almost sickening! I always told them that I would get to this point in life. But all that I really care about is changing peoples lives.

My ambition has taken over my life to the point that I can’t stop thinking about getting to the next level. I don’t think I can ever stop now. Hopefully it doesn’t run important people out of my life. I know they want to slow down but I can’t have that; I will feel like a loser if I just stop. I couldn’t deal with the “What if” if I did that.

I told myself when I was a poor kid that whoever was there for me in my life that I would bring them up to the top with me; and I have! I will always have a crew, it is just up to them at what point they want to get off this ride.

“The World Is Yours” - Tony Montana (Scarface)