Dreams in Riverdale

Dreams

So feeling a lot better today! I got the much needed sleep I needed.

I got some cleaning done.

Lately I’ve been having some really vivid dreams so I have been looking up online symbols colors and objects that I find are very prominent in my dreams and perhaps mean something.

Like something’s in my dreams I am sure are just from my subconscious and from my day like dreaming of my cat, most likely because she sleeps near me that type of things. A lot of my dreams are very realistic and down to earth.

But some things are things I can’t correlate. Like last night dreaming of wearing a purple dress not only that but this other girl in my dream was wearing a purple dress as well so I thought I might as well look that up see what that means.

So it’s interesting some of the things in my dreams that happen and certain objects and situations that pop up that are crazy and different than my everyday life.

I feel more at home in my dreams sometimes than in real life. I have actual conversations with people about my real life that are coherent and accurate it’s so weird. I don’t know who the people are that I talk to buy they seem receptive. :)

I feel like my dreams also might be rehearsals for situations I might encounter or never encounter in the form of closure

Like when years back when I was 17 and my first ex boyfriend died I hadn’t talked to him in years we left on bad terms. But he showed up in my dreams and we spoke and I asked him things I wanted to know in real life.

My old dogs that died they regularly come into my dreams as well.

But strangely enough my grandfather has never shown up in my dreams. I mean we weren’t really close but he was a big part of my life growing up and he’s never been in any of my dreams I thought he might show up. It’s been eight years so maybe there’s still time or he’s in a different plane of existence.

Anyway tomorrow I have to go
To the dentist I hope they don’t decide to do everything right than and there I don’t think they will because last time I had to get an extraction when I was 23 they didn’t I came back. So we will see. My moms freaking me out about it and is no help at all putting me at ease with it. She’s trying I guess but failing to make me feel okay about going. Otherwise we are okay she made me a lasagna and when I mentioned about looking up my dreams she said she’d bring a book over today about it all.

I might see a friend of mine today. I hope so. I miss him and I need moral support for tomm. :(

Anyways gotta go dry my hair.

Ciao!