Kicked while you are down in I don't know....

Eric lost job #3. Amidst this, I started to have breast pain. I went for my annual exam (fun) and the doctor is sending me to a specialist. She is an oncologist which scares the puh-jeeesus outta me. We have 18 days to make up the money for rent and I see no progress from Eric as far as a new job. The kids are on “hiatus” from music lessons. I had paid our teacher for 4 lessons earlier in the summer. We used 2 of them randomly over the summer and I just finished using the last 2. No lessons now.

I do not say this to get anyone to feel sorry for me. I should pack my kids up and leave. I don’t think that is right either.

I just feel like we keep getting kicked in the gut while we are down for the count right now.