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I’d love to get into burlesque dancing. I’ve been feeling a greater appreciation for my body since having my second child and beginning to work out again. I feel a greater sense of satisfaction when I can push myself physically, rather than looking at a reduced number on a scale. I guess not having a scale really helps with it. I still see super skinny people on tv and around me, and I envy them, but not nearly as much as I did after I had my first child. I miss my old body but it doesn’t consume my thoughts like it used to.

I don’t know how to get into burlesque or anything of that sort. I looked for dance lessons in my area, but everything I found couldn’t work with my schedule or they weren’t doing it this year. Maybe in a few years I’ll have hobbies, but I kind of doubt it since I’ll also have a career. I hate the idea of a career being my hobby though.

I have been watching RuPaul’s Drag Race. I love how they have to “lip sync for their life” to not get eliminated. I’ve never been to a drag show, but I’d love to go. There is a gay bar near us that has them. I wanna go! Why can’t my kids be older now. :P

Just kidding. My babies. <3 I’m happy/sad that my oldest is already two. What happened to my baby. They told me he’s doing great and loves to play with the other kids at daycare. I’m proud of him! Now if we can get him to start talking. He hasn’t really made much progress yet, despite the weekly speech therapy.

I haven’t been working on my school work as much as I should and I’ve been falling behind. I just get so busy and/or tired so nothing sticks by the time I can get to reading. :\ Maybe I should have taken a break this semester… but I’m already behind on it as it is, and I’d like to start my internships next summer and if I push it back any further I won’t get to.

I had a vanilla latte (made with soy, obv) from Starbucks and that was naughty of me, those things are 250 effing calories.
Ah, well. I just did a good workout. BALANCE, AMIRITE.

Last updated September 09, 2014