Darn. 04.09.14 in Your Face
- Sept. 4, 2014, 4:03 a.m.
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I feel really shitty tonight. Depressed and flat. I want to cry, to be honest. No real reason, it’s just a down day for me.
I went to the post office, it was just M’s form. So, no closer and no further to my departure, I am afraid. It was weird to see his handwriting again. It hurt my heart.
Went to my neighbour’s house, his mother has improved slightly. He was bummed that I wasn’t staying for dinner, as planned. I felt annoyed, because he made me feel bad about it, and I didn’t think it was warranted, as he had a house full of guests. I didn’t think I would be missed so much, and it’s not as though I left him to eat alone. I will explain to him tomorrow that I was/am down in the dumps.
It doesn’t help that I feel like I have mad gas.
Oh, good. ITunes is playing all of the depressing songs I own.
Who's Laughing Now? ⋅ September 04, 2014
I hate to be a tosser, after what you've done for me, but you know you can pick whatever song you want on iTunes, right? ;P
AlexYourAlterEgo Who's Laughing Now? ⋅ September 04, 2014
Oh yeah, I know that :P I just have it on shuffle any time I am at home. I don't have a huge library, but I like to shuffle because it throws up old stuff I haven't heard in ages.
Who's Laughing Now? AlexYourAlterEgo ⋅ September 04, 2014
It takes a while, but organizing your music into a very few set of genres is awesome. I have Metal, Nu Metal, Hip Hop, Punk, Industrial, and Industrial metal. If I wanna listen to some industrial, and nothing else, I'll shuffle Industrial. See what I mean?
Stephably ⋅ September 04, 2014
Blah. People will never understand a no. sucks that it was just that form and that only made you feel worse. crossing my fingers that it all comes quickly!