Darn. 04.09.14 in Your Face

I feel really shitty tonight. Depressed and flat. I want to cry, to be honest. No real reason, it’s just a down day for me.

I went to the post office, it was just M’s form. So, no closer and no further to my departure, I am afraid. It was weird to see his handwriting again. It hurt my heart.

Went to my neighbour’s house, his mother has improved slightly. He was bummed that I wasn’t staying for dinner, as planned. I felt annoyed, because he made me feel bad about it, and I didn’t think it was warranted, as he had a house full of guests. I didn’t think I would be missed so much, and it’s not as though I left him to eat alone. I will explain to him tomorrow that I was/am down in the dumps.

It doesn’t help that I feel like I have mad gas.

Oh, good. ITunes is playing all of the depressing songs I own.