Miscarried and the traveling cat in Just Life

Why do I travel with a cat? Why do I take the cat to the park,pet smart? Oh that’s easy. My child I miscarried is supposed to be here right now. We travel with the cat to heal the part of our heart taken when our baby passed. When I call Cinder my baby I mean it. Cats make me feel whole instead questioning what I could have done to save my child. Nature took away my baby but gave me a cat to feel happy again..