Still not sleeping in 2023

Haven’t been sleeping well. When I do sleep I dream all night long, vivid dreams that leave me more tired than when I went to sleep. It’s like I can’t shut myself off for any amount of time. Sleeping pills don’t work, melatonin makes the dreams horrible nightmares. It’s probably a good think I’m allergic to something in most alcohol and can’t drink. I imagine enough alcohol and I’d be sleeping in some form.

I like to think I wouldn’t resort to that though, but I’m starting to get desperate for sleep. I’m so tired of being tired.

Yesterday I made my homemade caramel corn. Today I’m making cinnamon ice cream, and tomorrow a couple of pumpkin pies, and a pumpkin cake. I’m just trying to keep busy. I don’t know what else to do.