Rested In Peace in Current Events

I’m finally not tired and miserable today. Just miserable. I went to bed at 6:30 PM yesterday. It was just one of those days that needed to end early.

I just don’t have any patience today. I have 99 problems but I have to study, that’s the default setting. Things feel more pressing because I haven’t had time to sit and think about what my next move is so everything just feels like it is in my way.

I give zero fucks at work today. I’m writing this while on the floor. I don’t have respect for anything or anyone right now in this place. I’m trying to be in a good mood but that isn’t going to happen until Friday when I clock out for the weekend. When it’s the day after my test. Then I only have to think about myself. I need a bed day. That will be Saturday, I’ll lay in bed and just overthink productively.