Skor in Current Events

I don’t know how to sum up today.

I think I know the score now with my position on my team, at work. The district manager that my boss reports to was in today and he offered to help me with my application to the store side. It seemed like a passive-aggressive way of letting me know that he wasn’t able to make it work for me to stay on the team permanently as a full-timer. Part-time is the best that they can do but I am not letting myself get stuck with 4 hours a week again. That is the situation on the team I am actually on, not this temp one by my place. There would be sustainable hours but January is coming and I don’t trust it.

I keep trying to wrap my head around all of the changes that will be involved with working on the retail side. I don’t know how I feel. I do know that everybody there loves me. Some people on my team are absolutely heartbroken. I suspect that my supervisor is one of them as well. She was sad and quiet all day. However, it’s a new adventure with lots of opportunities. I have to let myself be open to it. However, I have unfinished bin’ness

I asked him, Scott the district manager, if he had time to talk to me today. It took all day but we finally got to talk. I just wanted to bring up the situation that had been plaguing me at the location I am from. The location I am supposed to return to in January. I don’t even want to get into it right now on PB. I have so many entries written about it already. I was done dirty and it was hard for me to let go. I don’t know what he will do with that information but I at least got it off of my chest. It’s about as far up as I can go.

There is a regular at my work who is an interesting character, let’s just say that. He’s loud and very talkative. I think he is a Pisces. He talks about things that most people aren’t interested in. Truther things. He’s a retired man who is pretty wealthy. He snapped out of the collective hypnosis during COVID and is just trying to make sense of the world. His generation makes up most of the people who haven’t modernized and learned how to inform themselves. He hasn’t come to talk to me in a long time but today I was chosen. What a treat. He was going off about how all of the food makes us sick. He was asking why they are poisoning our food and water. Then I told him to look into terrain theory. Once you learn how disease works it will all make sense. Germ theory is a hoax and healthcare is a scam. I got into how suppressing symptoms creates all those disease states we all know and love. I set him up with a few links to get him on his way. Told him where to look to avoid the propagandists known as fact-checkers. Germ theory is very protected. More so now that it was irrevocably debunked in a Supreme Court in Germany.

We were all tired and loopy today and I spent my last break with everybody. There was a Christmas toy of a minion that sings a Christmas carol and I pointed out how it sounds like Punjabi and we all laughed so hard we cried because everybody who speaks Punjabi couldn’t deny it. We kept playing that toy. I also made my boss laugh out loud pretty hard over something else. I’m going to miss this team. I called Jerry over to help me with something electrical and started to feel sad as I waited for him to come. I feel like we really bonded. He’s like an older brother to me. He’s got that playful Scorpio rizz. We’re always able to count on each other and support each other. RIP Tom & Jerry.

Yesterday I decided that I could have the best of both worlds. I went to class and then straight to the gym to do my hot girl shit. It was very busy there. I just did legs. I was annoyed with two men who kept leaving their stuff on machines so they could hog two at a time. There were also meatheads there who were rolling their eyes at various people. The exact kind of guys that everybody with gym anxiety is afraid of. Whatever, I just did my thing. There was also a lot of eye candy. Well, I’m just in heat. Let’s just say that. I felt like a Karen when I wanted to use the massage chair but couldn’t track down an employee to set me up with that.

I was glad that I went to class though. We are just finishing up the third unit and it only took 3 classes to do it because it’s that easy. She also returned our first test, finally. She is behind on marking our stuff. I scored pretty decently. 36.5 out of 48. Considering it was the one I felt unprepared for. The test with the lowest mark gets thrown out when it comes to the final grading for the class. I said that this one was going to be it. We shall see. We have a test on Tuesday and it’s heavy with stoichiometry.

It’s simple but not easy. It’s so many conversions. Got to convert from grams to moles and back to grams. Assuming I don’t have to convert a unit to grams to begin with. That’s after balancing the chemical equation and even that is after pulling it out of the periodic table. I will probably bomb this one but I will study my ass off this weekend so help me god.

My shoulder has been a mess. Today, I managed to feel like I broke it. It’s technically my arm that is sore. 30 years I fell off a slide and broke it right near the socket. I would have been better off if I had dislocated it. I tried one calisthenics move a year ago and it’s been acting up ever since. Today was the worst. All I did was open my sweater. I can’t take it anymore. I’m going to try acupuncture for no good reason. Then physio. I have a high tolerance for physical pain, some pain I even enjoy but that doesn’t mean I am comfortable. I do this thing where I ignore it. Even though it is screaming and crying for help I am going to hit the gym very hard tomorrow morning. RIP.

For no good reason, like none whatsoever. I am in my nostalgia era and I am really craving this movie and I have to find a way to stream it or else.