The Adventures of Nightmare Co-Worker (Or, The Anus Bird) in My New Life
Revised: 10/29/2023 7:20 p.m.
- Oct. 29, 2023, 4 a.m.
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I’ve dealt with this type before. I believe in Russian literature they are called Shriekers, or women who are otherwise unwanted, and run around the town shrieking out in the cold. I realize their realities are bleak, and their homes are places they don’t want to be. This particular shrieker lives at work, so when I go to work, I am not going to work, I am going to her living room. Living communally with this type is really a horrible experience. Imagine we are in college dorms, and there is a common area. After classes are finished, she is constantly running in and out of my room while I am navigating the direction I am going or living a life completely different from hers. Actually, in this metaphor, she would be the creepy housekeeper stalking the college students. Stephen King’s Misery comes to mind when I think about her personality type, or The Hand That Rocks The Cradle. The small town side of this town can handle them a lot better than I can. For me, it’s like being stalked. For them, they can just sort of turn a blind eye, but I know it gets to them. They are just as angry, or depressed as I am over dealing with her. They internalize it. They bottle it up inside them. They hate her just as much as I do. They have just become numb in life over dealing with her. They just slowly began accepting that a black widow is crawling around their homes that may deliver a deadly bite anytime they get up for a snack in their dark kitchen. I’ve just never been the sort to allow someone to run all over me. It’s exceptionally unhealthy for your body, and mind to bottle it all up that way. I will say something. I don’t care that she believes herself to be important. The truth is that no one likes her, and that she lightly harasses the staff night after night, and that’s when she isn’t harassing the patients. Because she is so unliked she is constantly looking for someone’s life to invade. Hence, her rapping rapping rapping at my bedroom chamber. Being unliked is dangerous when you get older. Cachet is a powerful force when it comes to dealing with human beings. For instance, it’s much easier for humans to save a cute, or fluffy endangered species. Seals, and polar bears are much nicer to put on t-shirts. But try saving an endangered species called The Anus Bird. This is true in Nursing homes and I’m sure many other aspects of life. The person who is the most enjoyable to be around will get the best treatment where the unliked will be cast to the side. It’s true with Serving tables, and pretty much all steps of life. I can’t even remember all the situations I’ve been through that just being a likable person got me through.
Thus, I have a case of an Anus Bird running around squawking at work attempting to build her nest in people’s anuses.
Last updated October 29, 2023
TL ⋅ October 29, 2023
Not what I thought an entry titled anus bird was going to be about.
I tend to feel sorry for that type. I’m good with boundaries now. I try to make sure everybody feels included.
Zampano TL ⋅ October 29, 2023 (edited October 29, 2023)
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Don't! That's literally how they survive. They manipulate our natural good nature.
I've read a book on it. If you see a kitten out in the rain living in a box your natural disposition is to dry him off, feed him, give him a nice towel to sleep on. What these types of folks do is manipulate that part of our nature. She did it to me at first. But, here is the catch. They tend to target people they get close to. They see things in all or nothing eyes. You are all for her, or you are all against her. The moment you try to just go on about your life outside of her, you then get qualified as the "All against her side."
TL Zampano ⋅ October 29, 2023
Oh yes, tell me about. They’re parasitic. Toxic codependence. I can handle myself with that now. They operate on shame. Easy peasy.
Zampano TL ⋅ October 29, 2023
She drives people away, and then realizes life sucks without people. It's a thing.
Zampano ⋅ October 29, 2023 (edited October 29, 2023)
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It's like the Rick and Morty episode where the alien parasites can only generate good memories with you. "Remember the BBQ?"
Zampano ⋅ October 29, 2023
"Included" is fine. Invading your life and personal space and stepping all over you, is a different thing.
I used to "include" everyone, but after dealing with crazy people and "friends" like I was, I decided to look further into why I would be put in these toxic situations.
Don't take offense, but I'm not telling you my birthday =) =) =)
One of my best friends from college started threatening to sue me just because I just wanted my own space for a while. This is really where I decided to delve deeper into this experience. My friend was a narcissist. I love him to death, but I had to realize that I couldn't deal with his issues and juggle an adult life. It can get to a dangerous level. That's why I read "5 Types of People Who Can Ruin Your Life" after a friend posted this video on FB:
https://youtu.be/Q-wwXhbwfrA?si=0X0fFQO7LJFSW7J8