Butthurt in Bittersweet

I had my BHRT injection today.
For some reason I thought it would be like a syringe/needle and they stuck it in that way lol. Like I have NO idea why i thought that. This thing is the size of a tictac lol. Its not going in via syringe.
They numb your butt up with lidocane. Which burns, She took a while injecting it too, about 30 seconds. My burning injection for migraines takes 10 seconds. So I had to breathe through THAT. Then they cut a hole in you, and stick the pellet in. Then absorb whatever blood you leak. Then Steri strip you closed and put a steri wrap over it. I have to keep the site out of soaking water for at least 4 days.

My testosterones was 13. They like it over 80. Lmao My progesterone was really low. My estrogen was fine.
The dr prescribed me 100 of testosterone and 200 of progesterone but they are doing 100 of each to start.
She said its better to work up if i need it. And I should start feeling things in 2-3 weeks. So lets see. Hopefully ill feel something!