Deflated. in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

Hi folks.

I have really felt deflated and depressed lately. Nothing seems to help. Food doesn’t taste good. Playing board games is -only- somewhat good (I did get to play my favorite game which was one of the only good things recently). Listening to the books i have is only -somewhat- good. Heck even mass effect which is my favorite game, my most recent run just felt only above average (Anyone who knows me knows games are my biggest joy)

I am in such a rut I don’t know why. I also lately feel kind of worthless.

When people ask what can they do to help.. I don’t know. I honestly dont know.

(Don’t worry i’d never do anything to hurt myself, i’m just in a stage, I get like this, sometimes they last for a couple days, sometimes they last for a few weeks like this one)

I just needed to put this to words that aren’t on the burning remains of twitter, blue sky (Finally got an invite) or threads.

Keelah Selai.

Me.