Dreams in 2023

You’ve not come back to see me in my dreams since the night after you died.

I don’t understand why. When you were alive, sleeping next to me, I would dream about you all the time.

But that 1st night without you, you came to me so clearly .. you kissed me goodbye, you said, “Bye Babes, loves!” and kissed me, and you were gone. You seemed like you were in a hurry. You had somewhere to be. Somewhere to go.

And you haven’t come back. I wish you would come back. I miss you. The world keeps pushing me forward, the days keep changing to nights and then to days again and .. I just wish you were here. It’s so big and lonely without you.