Reddit Post I Made in Hello

Had some personal issue go down earlier today that’s left me lost in my head. I’ve been wanting to drink for a few days now, definitely tonight as well.

But what will it accomplish?

I want the escapism, not the flavor of the drink nor the hangover and I have stuff to do tomorrow.

Do I want to feel sick all day?

Do I want to be shitting my guts out all day, as well?

Do I want that dehydration and thirst that will not be quenched?

Is it really worth trashing my sobriety because I’m feeling hurt?

I know that’s a lot but I’m just reaffirming to myself why it’s not worth it.

I think it’s setting in finally

I shall read more tonight after stuffing myself silly on hot wings and sweet tea.

Have a good weekend all.

IWNDWYT, 53 days sober