Blame It On My ADD, Baby in The Crimson Permanent Assurance

  • Oct. 24, 2013, 4:59 a.m.
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I could pretty much have the song "Sail" by AWOLNation stuck on continuous looping replay all day long lately, that's my song. I am running on maybe 2.5 hours of sleep tonight. I wish I knew what the hell was wrong with me. I went to sleep this morning pretty good, Tim took the day off from work (he said so he could lay down and make me go to sleep because usually his presence + body heat in the bed sends me into instant coma), and laid down with me, I turned my white noise app on and drifted away pretty quickly at around 9am. Then at 11:15am, I was wide awake. I kinda blame Eleni because she was calling me at that very moment and my phone vibrating must have woken me up. I saw it was her, ignored the call, go up to go pee, laid back down and WIDE FUCKING AWAKE. Tim was downstairs doing god knows what, so I sent him a text from the bed saying I was awake and he came up to lay back down with me. But then I was hungry and so I proposed lunch at the Chinese buffet. I got up to get ready and made the mistake of texting Eleni to see what was up, thinking maybe it had something to do with me picking the boys up from school, but no, she was coming over. She wanted me to go to the grocery store with her, so I caved and did, and regretted it because it was a total epic waste of an hour and a half of time I could have been doing something else. After I got back from that, Tim and I went out to lunch and then we picked Haley up from school with just enough time to go home for 20 minutes before picking the boys up from school. I was supposed to go back to sleep after that while Tim took Haley to get a new winter coat, but I started reading a book on my phone and couldn't put it down and then it was 6:30 and blah blah. Tim never did take Haley to get a coat, he fucked around doing nothing until I got up and asked what the plan was and then Haley had gone to bed by that time and didn't want to get up. I was disgruntled with that situation because originally the plan was to get Savino, pick up Haley and take both of them to the clothing store. Except Tim protested that he was going to take them while I slept and like a fool I believed him. Whatever. I'll force her into an old coat tomorrow and take her shopping after school.

I don't have to do the afternoon school run tomorrow or Friday, joy of joys. That means I can just lay down on the couch around 3pm and drift back to sleep and wait for Savino to get home. Yayayay. It's the little things.

My latest physical complaint is these wicked leg cramps I keep getting all the time, mostly in my shins or calves. It's kinda ridic. I'm sure it means I need to eat a banana or something. Or find a job that doesn't involve me sitting on my ass for 9 hours a day. That pays at least $14.50 an hour.

My drink of choice this weekend is going to be whipped cream vodka + orange juice = dreamsicle? At least, according to Pinterest that is what it will taste like. We will see. To say I am skeptical is an understatement, but vodka. So you know, it can't be that bad in the end.


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