Penis in Hello

Been sleeping on and off all day. Passed out around 11 PM and just woke up, fully awake. Back is feeling better but I slept on my left side so now the shoulder hurts. Great

Still in a meh mood and can’t fully explain why. Maybe I’m still annoyed about having to reschedule the New Horizons appointment. One of those moments where I had to hype myself up because I know I’d be talking to a new psychiatrist, putting myself out there to a stranger and once getting there “oops, sorry! They aren’t here.” Like a balloon farting around the room, quickly deflating and feeling hollow.

Yeah…