Sandpaper And Iodine in Hello

My friggin’ left foot is itching so bad. I got a bug bite, figures.

It dawned on me earlier that today is double digits, ten days sober. Awesome! I’m still having the urge to get stoned but I’m good. I got on the subreddit r/leaves for people who have stopped THC consumption. I’m starting to think I don’t belong there. The stories from people are acting like this shit is heroin and it’s completely destroyed their lives. Hell, I was able to walk away from a months long cocaine habit back in 2016 with a few days of annoyances. Diff folks, diff bodies/nuances I guess. Booze however has it’s hooks in me. Alcoholism runs on both sides of the family.

I am feeling good though. No more stomach issues and I’m having solid poops instead of the liquid fires of Hell pouring out my butt. My sleeping has been decent as I have a daily alarm at six AM so I can call the color code line. Though today I did doze back off for about two hours around eleven. I was so beat cause I didn’t sleep all too well last night, back was hurting.

We got groceries today and I have a lot of things to grill now. Bone in chicken thighs and pork chops, yum yum. Will definitely veggie up the side dishes on those nights. Tomorrow though, store bought chicken pot pie to give me a break.

Anyways, I’m tired and my eyes grow heavy. One last smoke (cigarette intake has increased since quitting everything else) then sleep.

✌️ Y’all!

Last updated May 12, 2023