Some People (Not You) in Me Being Me

Why is it that some landlords think that because they own the place you live in can bully you and threaten you? What is the point because you either treat them the same or move. And then when you talk to them you talk like you are loud and obnoxious and whatever they ask you to do you don’t do it.
Since the heat has been turned off not once has she asked how it is down here and she hasn’t come back to fix the cover for the airvent in hubby’s room. She left two screws one on the floor and one on his night table and I threw them into the garbage. I am thinking she wanted them but I am not sure for what because this thing doesn’t have any screw holes and she said she was going to saw it to size but then that won’t work because cutting plastic never works. And I told her it needs to be the right size from the start and she said there wasn’t any others the right size. But then she only went to one store and didn’t look on line as to who might have the right one.
I have a question? Do you think behaviour has anything to do with a landlord fixing things or when the renter asks for something that they say no? I do have behaviour issues because I have displaced anger and I have alread blown up once at her and I can feel it that it will be happening again soon.
But the thing is that I will tell hubby that it will happen just so he knows.
Until I moved here my dispaced anger was in a good place and I was happy and doing everything right. But then I moived here and saw what was wrong and tried to get it fixed but she always said she would but never did and then later said she had no money to fix it. Then the other day she tells me she has more then enough money and that really got me mad because I knew she had the money to fix things but she kept on lieing to me. So now when she says things I just don’t believe her until it actually happens. I hate people like that. And I don’t trust to to actually fix something so it doesn’t break or stop working because I know that it’s only a matter of time before it does.
You know how some people always have a bad rap? Just because they are known for some bad things? Like a sibling who shot someone and then the other sibling always gets “Oh you are so and so’s sibling?” and then the look on the faces of others who know. I am wondering if there are more people who come from New Zeland who are the same as the landlord? Okay maybe not becasue of where she came from but just her and her personality and the way she thinks and does things?
And the funny thing is I have been here for a lot of years and she still doesn’t know how to spell my name. And when she is talking to me she calls me kid and never my name. I think I am a bit too old to be called kid and I would much rather my name used and then I don’t feel likie I am the same as the rest of the younger people she calls kid.
I just wish that we could all sit down and talk about why I am being like aI am and find out the truth of why she won’t fix things. And to have soome sort of compermise so we can get along and be happy. But that will never happen because she is right and I have no say in anything or freedoms.

Onto something else…

Yesterday I did manage to get some laundry done and today I am doing more.
And hubby went to do some grocery shopping yesterday with his brother and they ended up getting back ribs and prokchops and some fruit and vegetables so now we are set for a bit.
And I am still not feeling 100% my stomach is hurting so the trots are happeneing and it is not a pretty sight.
Well I just need to take it easy and forget that there is a slumlord and start to be happy…

I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated May 08, 2023